tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-74222762012-02-15T01:49:20.425+08:00Many stories told. Many Hearts broken. They all happen here.Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.comBlogger1731100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-11905951259063510122012-02-15T01:49:00.001+08:002012-02-15T01:49:20.440+08:00a fleeting moment<br />and time stands still<br />a fleeting glance<br />the the world flips<br />a fleeting touch<br />and it lingers<br />oh how i wish for it again<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-1190595125906351012?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-7459009992481985352012-02-14T22:37:00.001+08:002012-02-14T22:37:48.625+08:00i hate this day...<br />i always have...<br />and it looks like i always will...<br />an extravagant day, a superficial day...<br />and an aggravating day...<br />i'm soory for being such a bitch...<br />but if you have spent some time in my shoes...<br />you will know why this usually cheerful guy...<br />becomes a&nbsp;angst infused being of pure hate...<br />intangibly irrelevant...<br />tragic entity of circumstance...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-745900999248198535?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-255331949544553402012-02-14T17:42:00.001+08:002012-02-14T17:42:27.166+08:00karma<div>what goes arnd comes arnd</div><div>treat others as you would want others to treat you</div><div>--------------</div><div>lies All Lies</div><div>bad things happen to good people</div><div>good things happen to bad people</div><div>--------------</div><div>Fuck this Shit</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-25533194954455340?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-14035686033099863252012-02-14T14:31:00.001+08:002012-02-14T14:31:37.638+08:00<br />Say good bye.<br />as we dance with the devil tonight.<br />dont you ever look him in the eye<br />as we dance with the devil tonight.<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-1403568603309986325?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-61225909582234546692012-02-14T00:45:00.001+08:002012-02-14T00:45:06.247+08:00its tuesday....<br />nothing more...<br />a whole lot less...<br /><br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-6122590958223454669?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-20212230792584598132012-02-13T19:06:00.000+08:002012-02-13T19:06:11.831+08:00it seems to be going well...<br />looks like i'll be fine...<br />gotta keep the faith...<br />watch over me evil angel.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-2021223079258459813?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-63532406857730142562012-02-13T08:56:00.000+08:002012-02-13T08:56:06.033+08:00looming ever so closer<br />the time in wench all shall be rend asunder<br />the blood of the ages will be shed<br />and the sound of devastation will strike dread<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-6353240685773014256?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-58685954038398626432012-02-12T22:55:00.002+08:002012-02-12T22:55:45.780+08:00its almost time!<div>Smile!</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-5868595403839862643?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-42899288081946418662012-02-12T18:54:00.001+08:002012-02-12T18:54:30.366+08:00the countdown begins anew.<br />18 hours or so<br />im almost done<br />too bad for those who did not put in the effort<br />afterall<br />you reap what you sow<br />and you sowed very little my friend<br />as always<br />Keep Calm and Carry On<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-4289928808194641866?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-74107066245661922172012-02-12T18:52:00.001+08:002012-02-12T18:52:30.170+08:00you have to have all<br />Well have you had enough<br />You greedy little bastard<br />You will get what you deserve<br /><br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-7410706624566192217?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-14638134503979947312012-02-12T14:09:00.000+08:002012-02-12T14:09:32.903+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">&nbsp;just take a breath</div><div style="text-align: center;">and softly say goodbye</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-1463813450397994731?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-28476184696058208862012-02-12T01:16:00.003+08:002012-02-12T01:16:58.483+08:00a second a minute an hour a day a week a month a year<div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-2847618469605820886?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-54156631308276227642012-02-11T23:28:00.001+08:002012-02-11T23:29:23.258+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">So here we are</div><div style="text-align: center;">fighting and</div><div style="text-align: center;">trying hide the scars</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-5415663130827622764?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-35140762309899811072012-02-09T23:29:00.002+08:002012-02-09T23:35:30.548+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">i think im losing ground.</div><div style="text-align: center;">what do i do?</div><div style="text-align: center;">do i take the risk?</div><div style="text-align: center;">cuz whenever i see it</div><div style="text-align: center;">i get SO MAD</div><div style="text-align: center;">its wrong and i know it</div><div style="text-align: center;">maybe im just being stupid</div><div style="text-align: center;">FUCK THIS SHIT!</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-3514076230989981107?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-70723406040911803042012-02-08T22:16:00.002+08:002012-02-08T22:20:54.544+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Been thinking....</div><div style="text-align: center;">about a lot of things lately....</div><div style="text-align: center;">wondering if its worth it....</div><div style="text-align: center;">do i say what i feel....</div><div style="text-align: center;">or will it just backfire on me....</div><div style="text-align: center;">maybe in a little while....</div><div style="text-align: center;">maybe....</div><div style="text-align: center;">falling through these day....</div><div style="text-align: center;">100 miles an hour....</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-7072340604091180304?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-73919393534192816262012-02-08T17:37:00.002+08:002012-02-08T18:36:35.735+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">5 days to critique.</div><div style="text-align: center;">think im almost there</div><div style="text-align: center;">should be better this time round. </div><div style="text-align: center;">hopefully everything works out.</div><div style="text-align: center;">--------------------------</div><div style="text-align: center;">work work</div><div style="text-align: center;">--------------------------</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-7391939353419281626?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-90431056665261869692011-08-15T19:33:00.003+08:002011-08-15T19:36:19.258+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Patience is a virtue</div><div style="text-align: center;">but its not one which i have</div><div style="text-align: center;">--------</div><div style="text-align: center;">its been a long time since my last post</div><div style="text-align: center;">not that it matters</div><div style="text-align: center;">not many people read my blog anyway</div><div style="text-align: center;">its just a place for me to vent and rant</div><div style="text-align: center;">--------</div><div style="text-align: center;">i think i should tell people</div><div style="text-align: center;">but only if they ask</div><div style="text-align: center;">that is the way i roll after all</div><div style="text-align: center;">--------</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-9043105666526186969?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-23701859391944134212010-12-10T21:45:00.002+08:002010-12-10T21:48:22.313+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Feeling unwanted...</div><div style="text-align: center;">unneeded...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Worlds come crashing down...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Needa hold myself together</div><div style="text-align: center;">Its never good to fall in love too quickly...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Taking a back seat on this one... </div><div style="text-align: center;">i wonder how it'll go...</div><div style="text-align: center;">i miss her voice... </div><div style="text-align: center;">i want to see her soon...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-2370185939194413421?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-19356968865565617252010-11-15T08:38:00.000+08:002010-11-15T08:39:20.616+08:00<div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >-------------------------------</span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >Until the end of time</span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >-------------------------------</span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >skq</span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >-------------------------------</span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >I never thought it'd be so hard to say</span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >How much i love you</span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >I wish that that this emptiness would go away</span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >and turn to</span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >Peace</span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >Please tell me what it'd take to make you smile</span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >Cause i just wanna be with you tonight</span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >So let me sing you a song</span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >From the depth of my heart</span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >You know that i'll always be true</span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >Give me a chance</span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >To be more than a friend</span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >I promise i'll always be there</span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >Untile the end of time</span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >Falling in love is hard for me</span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >Am i invisible to you</span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >I just wanna tell you how i feel</span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >But i can't find the words</span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >To say</span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >Thinkin' bout it eats me up inside</span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >I may not be the best but still i try</span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >So let me sing you a song</span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >From the depth of my heart</span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >You know that i'll always be true</span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >Give me a chance</span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >To be more than a friend</span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >I promise i'll always be there</span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >Tell me baby please</span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >Am i wasting my time</span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >Chasing after dreams</span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >Cause you are the one</span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >who can take this pain and</span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >Make it go away</span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >So let me sing you a song</span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >From the depth of my heart</span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >You know that i'll always be true</span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >Give me a chance</span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >To be more than a friend</span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >I promise i'll always be there</span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >So let me sing you a song</span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >From the depth of my heart</span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >You know that i'll always be true</span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >Give me a chance</span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >To be more than a friend</span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >I promise i'll always be there</span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >Until the end of Time</span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >Until the end of Time</span></div></div></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >Until the end of Time</span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >I promise i'll always be there</span></div><div style="text-align: center; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >Until the end of Time</span></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-1935696886556561725?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-57970606510913981232010-11-13T16:29:00.002+08:002010-11-13T16:31:35.986+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Well... Actually it been forever...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Im in NUS now... doing Architecture...</div><div style="text-align: center;">This post is after years of radio silence...</div><div style="text-align: center;">lots of things happened....</div><div style="text-align: center;">but i guess thats okay... i mean.... its not that bad...</div><div style="text-align: center;">i have had a lot of fun...</div><div style="text-align: center;">maybe i should start blogging regularly all over again... </div><div style="text-align: center;">gotta change my designs... </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-5797060651091398123?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-71180309179428304902008-07-24T23:07:00.002+08:002008-07-24T23:11:29.104+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Its been a long time comin..<br /><div style="text-align: center;">Army is difficult..<br />but i try to make the best of it...<br />weekends are for the bros...<br />but one has been acting weird lately...<br />I am missing my friends...<br />i am missing my free time..<br />i miss...<br />A lot or things...<br />But most of all...<br />i miss you...<br />---------------------------<br />Whats happens when you fall in love with a picture?<br />Cuz its happening to me...<br />---------------------------<br /></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-7118030917942830490?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-84068054087047384652008-05-15T19:50:00.002+08:002008-05-15T20:02:36.669+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Its been a while...<br />Army is draining...<br />Both mentally and physically exhausted.<br />on the bright side i got letter from both NTU and NUS.<br />Architecture and Engineering.<br />NUS is the dream school...<br />hope i get in..<br />-------------------<br />psychedelic devilish desires.<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-8406805408704738465?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-61401645614654162872008-03-22T23:37:00.002+08:002008-03-22T23:39:08.637+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">The blogs alive and well people..<br />omg i start work on monday...<br />bukit timah...<br />rifle range camp...<br />far...<br />feels like i'm going back to school..<br />well i hope it turns out okay...<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-6140164561465416287?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-69675855744010354892008-01-23T15:15:00.000+08:002008-01-23T15:18:25.525+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">OMG Nani Ellen BMZ<br />Y C Leong!!!<br />unbelievable...<br />thanks you guys...<br />will nv forget it...<br />awesome...<br />---------------<br />Psychedelic Devilish Desires.<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-6967585574401035489?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-77958919628375073642008-01-22T03:40:00.000+08:002008-01-22T03:45:15.790+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Damn.. its been ages since my last post..<br />okay.. in 2 days... i will become an NSF<br />i will go to the tekong resort...<br />Lo and Behold Everyone<br />SKQ IS GOING TO THE ARMY..<br />No he is not lying...<br />ARMY...<br />i cant believe my first post after so long is about ARMY<br />GDI<br />Well...<br />Examz over a hell long time ago...<br />dunno how i did...<br />i feel alright...<br />but...<br />ah f-it...<br />i cant believe it... time flies so fast...<br />gotta keep in touch with the people that matter...<br />haiz..<br />Intimidated...<br />----------------<br />psychedelic devilish desires<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-7795891962837507364?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-8949662933774262462007-11-06T23:30:00.000+08:002007-11-06T23:35:43.337+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">So Far<br />Physics paper 3--- Done<br /> Gp paper 1 --- Done<br /> Gp paper 2 --- Done<br /> Maths paper 1 --- Done<br /> Maths paper 2 --- Done<br />----------------------<br />remainging<br />Econs paper 1<br />Econs paper 2<br />Econs paper 3<br />Physics paper 1<br />Physics paper 2<br />----------------------<br />soon to be home free...<br />Btw thanks Shi ying...<br />always managed to brighten my day..<br /><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-894966293377426246?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-54685387218272627062007-09-25T01:02:00.000+08:002007-09-25T01:08:03.883+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">prelims over...<br />A-levels bound..<br />I got back econs paper 1..<br />Got A for that...<br />I got physics paper 1..<br />A too..<br />Physics paper 2<br />B...<br />Sucks... i dun think can reach my targets..<br />Arg... work harder...<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-5468538721827262706?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-20253938417738972132007-09-09T22:03:00.000+08:002007-09-09T22:08:52.616+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Mugging... whole hols...<br />proud of myself... but only results can tell<br />done with econs and maths..<br />But physics..<br />50-50<br />i dunno man...<br />studying with NANI is productive...<br />Salleh too la...<br />All together very productive..<br />very good<br />Hopefully it pans out...<br />Piss tired...<br />...<br />Back to physics<br /><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-2025393841773897213?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-51630839160280965172007-08-30T22:05:00.000+08:002007-08-30T22:10:29.582+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Ever Wonder how fragile life can be?<br />i still remember the first day of school<br />who was that Beng with blue hair<br />told kiat he had a rival.<br />He came on stage...<br />he was trying to hit on girls...<br />LMAO<br />we became friends quickly...<br />i soon found out he stayed 2 blocks away..<br />once in a while we'd hang<br />May you rest in peace...<br />Your place in heaven is there for you<br />amen<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-5163083916028096517?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-54938490800019414062007-08-28T22:41:00.000+08:002007-08-28T22:49:27.970+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">i hate to say i told you say...<br />i knew it...<br />caught in the middle...<br />---------<br />Casi Perfecto..<br />life is blissful when things go your way..<br />Superman..<br />---------<br />Cuz its you and me and all other people<br />with nothing to do...<br />nothing to lose...<br />and its you and me and all other people<br />and i don't know why...<br />i can't keep my eyes off of you...<br />--------<br /><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-5493849080001941406?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-23721052222120067212007-08-10T23:12:00.000+08:002007-08-10T23:16:53.311+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">A twang of loneliness...<br />No one around to listen..<br />No one what so ever to even say hello..<br />them same old story<br />happening all over again...<br />rejected<br />dejected<br />denied..<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-2372105222212006721?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-27682790906156592852007-08-10T11:59:00.000+08:002007-08-10T12:06:46.321+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Shit seems to follow me wherever i go...<br />i need some answers...<br />i have no idea what is wrong...<br />shit..<br />this sucks...<br />i hate it...<br /><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-2768279090615659285?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-35078511269483792662007-08-05T22:26:00.000+08:002007-08-05T22:45:32.300+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">I dunno what to do...<br />feel like i am caught in the middle of chaos...<br />i am dying...<br />literally...<br />socially...<br />emotionally...<br />i dunno what to do..<br />whats going on?<br />emotion gets in the way of things<br />feelings are intangible barriers that bind man together..<br />however...<br />if i had accidentally caused a scar...<br />a stray blade to cut through the intangibles..<br />let me know...<br />cause i really wouldn't know...<br />especially if i think we were all joking...<br />let me know...<br />please..<br />for anyone i have offended...<br />sorry...<br />-----------<br />society is again bound by feelings..<br />love hate envy denial..<br />they all exist in unison...<br />imagine a simple relationship chart where one person is friends with many..<br />a war between 2 of his close friends takes its toll on him<br />whether they realise it or not..<br />its sad...<br />that the world is full of politics<br />cant every one just get along?<br />just try to be friends?<br />damn...<br />things are getting interesting<br />---------------<br />i have stupid lumps hear and there<br />i have blood coming from my neck..<br />i think i am dying<br />but what do i know?<br />i am just a kid<br />-----------------<br />Blood is thinker than water...<br />But to someone selfless<br />there is no difference...<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-3507851126948379266?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-39781154178963120702007-07-24T23:26:00.000+08:002007-07-24T23:29:00.326+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Sometimes people just need time alone..<br />i definitely know why and what it feels like..<br />good friends close friends...<br />sometimes even more...<br />and shit seems to happen when we get too close..<br />i hate it..<br />you hate it..<br />but just so you know...<br />i am here...<br />cuz hey..<br />without you... i would not be here...<br />and its time to return the favor..<br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">Love Love babe...</span><br /><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-3978115417896312070?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-40620823123161532442007-07-22T21:58:00.001+08:002007-07-22T22:07:26.747+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Sick like a dog..<br />honestly...<br />Stupid Chest infection...<br />I am so Gung Ho that i din go to a doc<br />so i am headed to school tomorrow...<br />with my stupid chest infection...<br />my neck hurts...<br />my head hurts...<br />my throat hurts...<br />-----------<br />You<br />Me<br />An Endless Beach<br />A Cloudless Evening<br />A Starlit Sky<br />What do you say?<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-4062082312316153244?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-60487228279082790952007-07-22T21:58:00.000+08:002007-07-22T21:59:28.053+08:00<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-6048722827908279095?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-45407419898285811912007-07-04T13:11:00.000+08:002007-07-04T13:14:31.604+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">What's new?<br />Chalet Plans Burned<br /><div style="text-align: center;">BBQ Plans up in smoke<br />But thats our class for you<br />And people thought we were joking<br />its normal<br />good job-bad job<br />What does it matter<br />No support from our class anyway<br />its always been the same<br />First day On<br />The Rest OFF<br />F-Off man<br />P-Oed<br />Damn it<br /><br /></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-4540741989828581191?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-84733079114620506772007-06-30T19:14:00.000+08:002007-06-30T19:17:03.201+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Ain't life just beautiful?<br />well hell no<br />it never is..<br />it never goes according to plan<br />Unexpected things happen<br />unforeseen circumstances<br />Maybe there are glimmers of hope<br />A single Ray of light<br />but the clouds take control after that<br />I hate this...<br />-------<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-8473307911462050677?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-22168895366802364362007-06-28T23:47:00.000+08:002007-06-29T00:17:56.296+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Interesting...<br />Dinner turned into a long walk round the neighborhood<br />and i nv really explored mine...<br />Met at Ktb Mrt<br />Walked Over to Nypizza<br />Ate...<br />we Decided to take a walk<br />towards Yishun Stadium<br />across the park<br />Back alley past flora and farm<br />nee soon camp, Sembawang rd<br />Mandai, upper thomson<br />Yishun Avenue 1<br />The Reservoir walk<br />back across the road<br />Ktb Mrt<br />Completed a figure 8<br />Bao Bao Cha...<br />Home<br />total time spent<br />3 hours plus<br />Distance covered<br />several Kilometers<br />Foot Sore now... haha<br />all unplanned...<br />spontaneous<br />--------------<br />I miss A A P<br />havent talked in ages<br />maybe tomorrow?<br />i hope so...<br /><br /><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-2216889536680236436?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-23760703602482061972007-06-27T19:32:00.000+08:002007-06-27T19:41:59.353+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Okay... Exams are the SH*T<br />i mean not what i expected..<br />so screwed...<br />Well at least i got maths...<br />i hope...<br />d-_-||b<br />i'm confused<br />We are just friends<br />nothing more<br />Why does everybody think somethings up<br />ugh<br />irritating<br />-----<br />It's nothing...<br />Right?<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-2376070360248206197?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-74894558680358672692007-06-25T22:17:00.000+08:002007-06-25T22:22:05.444+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Tired..<br />Well I think i am screwed for my Exams<br />dunno how i am gonna do..<br />Damn Over Achiever<br />Hmm..<br />And My Class Guys are getting stupid<br />i hate it...<br />i need time off..<br />i need time alone<br />just after my hols too..<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-7489455868035867269?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-24410493944846782722007-06-21T21:59:00.000+08:002007-06-21T22:17:38.868+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Class Chalet Was Not All Bad<br />Its was better than Expected.<br />there were 5 guitars there including mine<br />it was fun when the whole gang was there..<br />then when people started to leave<br />leaving a few people..<br />few Couples.<br />and that feeling just sucks<br />feeling alone again.<br />i did not know what to do..<br />i definitely did not know what to say<br />I think i may have been a little stupid.<br />I'm sorry G<br />i don't know what i was doing.<br />Maybe i need to stop thinking so much..<br />i hate what i am..<br />i hate what i'm becoming.<br />i got to change..<br />now..<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-2441049394484678272?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-51112877337907769512007-06-20T16:55:00.000+08:002007-06-20T17:04:23.043+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">You know...<br />i think about stuff when i am alone.<br />and i am alone very often..<br />so i think a lot..<br />Money and friendship should never cross paths..<br />cuz when they do the relationship becomes strained.<br />this is speaking from Experience.<br />Bros for one thing..<br />but.. you also gotta give me some self assurance<br />Thats the point in time when things start to devolve<br />and spiral into an endless loop of misplaced trust and Betrayal.<br />i never brought this matter up...<br />cuz i usually am not strapped for cash...<br />but it got me thinking... what if i did?<br />will i get it back?<br />though these are things that i do not want to think about...<br />it creeps into my head and very often... ah well...<br />-----------------------<br />I miss my friends<br />its been so long.<br />well today i get to see them<br />class chalet.<br />wonder how many will turn up..<br />wonder what the atmosphere will be like..<br />cuz from past experiences..<br />it has definitely not been pleasant<br />not one bit at all...<br />Maybe things will be different..<br />maybe people change..<br />Whats that old saying again?<br />A leopard Never Changes its Spots<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-5111287733790776951?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-27915092580584290272007-06-19T03:00:00.001+08:002007-06-19T03:04:07.554+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Finally i finished my blog.<br />self made skin...<br />i love photoshop....<br />Musics Up too...<br />yay...<br />-------------<br />Okay i really really honestly need to get studying<br />i did like crap for mock paper...<br />so screwed...<br />i think for mid year i am gonna do badly..<br />not good... my reps on the line...<br />especially since i have been such an over achiever...<br />yeah.. i gotta get studying hard... very hard...<br />--------------<br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">I miss you...<br />when will i see you again<br /></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-2791509258058429027?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-8725128377088950622007-06-16T21:57:00.000+08:002007-06-18T04:08:24.336+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">I think i resemble house from Medical Drama Series House<br />I hate to be wrong..<br />will want to prove myself right sometimes even hurting people around me in the process<br />but inevitably i still care for them..<br />though i seem more likely to show it than house.<br />i damned well think i am god..<br />and its bitten me in the rear one too many times<br />but that doesn't change me...<br />it fuels me..<br />I Hate to be wrong.<br />I definitely hate it...<br />cant take it...<br />die hard over achiever many would say<br />but what do i care?<br />there ain't no way any Tom Dick or Harry's gonna beat me..<br />no way... no how..<br />even if i dun study i got minimum requirements for myself<br />I think i am an over achiever who puts in below nominal efforts..<br />but what can i say??<br />even when i dun, i seem to be doing honestly better than most..<br />well this is MI. competition isn't really anyones forte..<br />I gotta mention.. when Jeff and David entered the scene..<br />That gave me some form of challenge...<br />well its unfortunate that the rest of my classmates... well...<br />i honestly think...<br />they gotta be more like me..<br />perfectionist when it comes to grades..<br />happy with a BBB?<br />hell no...<br />Nothing Lower Than AAA<br />and you guys should really stop thinking of me as an overachiever..<br />at least i know where i wanna go..<br />do any of you?<br />and what efforts have you guys been putting in...<br />and i honestly say... there is talent amongst us<br />they just gotta focus a hell lot more...<br />Ah well...<br />We'll see as time goes along...<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-872512837708895062?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-72912631082730461752007-06-16T02:02:00.000+08:002007-06-16T02:08:41.489+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">i think i let my mind wander too much..<br />hmm...<br />is it me or have my recent post been a little reflective..<br />i dunno<br />what do i want in life?<br />its a big mystery<br />i miss school..<br />though there are people i wish would just die..<br />if you think you are one of those then by god what did you do to me?<br />i have taken a laid back perspective on life and its not helping me...<br />especially since i am taking my A's this year<br />What am i doing?<br />i am wasting my time blogging in the middle of the nite<br />not sleeping and during the day?<br />games<br />damn i honestly think i need to wake up..<br />but thats a bit difficult considering the times i am sleeping..<br />i love drinking..<br />no idea why but its there and i do it so bugger off...<br />hmm if anyone is going call me..<br />be it beer or liquor...<br />i dun really care...<br />and if its at dxo thats double the reason too...<br />love that place...<br />arg... what am i doing...<br />losing my mind...<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-7291263108273046175?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-66932760944305905992007-06-14T03:01:00.000+08:002007-06-14T03:13:18.910+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Honestly... i dunno what to post.<br />many things have been running through my mind...<br />i guess i dunno where i belong...<br />what is my purpose...<br />people keep telling me that i will make it one day..<br />that i will achieve great things<br />will i?<br />i am a nobody...<br />i am in MI for gods sake<br />is it my place to judge what i can achieve?<br />cuz society is in control ultimately<br />I lack the necessary drive to accomplish anything<br />Or maybe its my die hard nature to just want to outdo everybody<br />honestly..<br />sometimes i feel i am held back..<br />the need not to make my friends feel stupid<br />the need to have friends in the first place.<br />i put others before me.<br />too nice a guy?<br />sometimes even they annoy me.<br />maybe i am finally showing my true colours...<br />but what are my true colours?<br />who am i?<br />what am i supposed to be?<br />i dun even know<br />and thats saying a lot about a guys mental stability.<br />if anyone has the answers to these questions..<br />then i gotta question for you..<br />what gave you the right to judge me?<br />society?<br />or just cause you think you have perfect life?<br />you know what position i am in?<br />do any of you really know?<br />can any of you really tell?<br />they say experience tells a lot..<br />but isnt every experience unique?<br />you think that different backgrounds..<br />constitutes different treatment<br />i honestly say i am tired<br />tired of being the butt of jokes..<br />tired of being the joke..<br />i dun want to lash out<br />that never helped me in the past..<br />but now i think i am left with no choice<br />you think you know me???<br />i swear to you...<br />none of you really do..<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-6693276094430590599?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-26139102131591899302007-06-12T02:09:00.000+08:002007-06-12T02:17:51.447+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">11th of june.<br />leong's bdae<br />had a hell of a time<br />i am sure he did too<br />made new friends too<br />Luth, Di, cheryl.<br />cool peepz..<br />Of course we will frequent that place<br />i mean...<br />good music<br />good drinks<br />good company<br />-------<br />i miss it already..<br />a single moment..<br />I'm not Crazy<br />I'm just a little unwell<br />Stay a while and maybe then you'll see<br />a different side of me...<br />--------<br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">you definitely saw a diff side of me...</span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-2613910213159189930?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-82517869717630130062007-06-03T00:24:00.000+08:002007-06-03T00:40:15.966+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">I am a question to the world<br />Not an answer to be heard<br />On a moment<br />That's hanged to your own<br /><br />And what do you think you'd ever say?<br />I won't listen anyway<br />You don't know me<br />And I'll never be what you want me to be<br /><br />And what do you think you'd understand?<br />I'm a boy, no, I'm a man<br />You can't take me<br />And throw me away<br /><br />And how can you learn what's never shown?<br />Yeah, you stand here on your own<br />They don't know me<br />Cause I'm not here<br /><br />And I want a moment to be real<br />Wanna touch things I don't feel<br />Wanna hold on and feel I belong<br />And how can the world want me to change?<br />They're the ones that stay the same<br />They don't know me<br />Cause I'm not here<br /><br />And you see the things they never see<br />All you wanted I could be<br />Now you know me<br />And I'm not afraid<br /><br />And I want to tell you who I am<br />Can you help me be a man?<br />They can't break me<br />As long as I know who I am<br /><br />And I want a moment to be real<br />Wanna touch things I don't feel<br />Wanna hold on and feel I belong<br />And how can the world want me to change?<br />They're the ones that stay the same<br />They don't know me<br />Cause I'm not here<br /><br />They can't tell me who to be<br />Cause I'm not what they see<br />Yeah, the world is still sleepin while I keep on dreaming for me<br />And their words are just whispers and lies thatI'll never believe<br /><br />And I want a moment to be real<br />Wanna touch things I don't feel<br />Wanna hold on and feel I belong<br />And how can the world want me to change?<br />They're the ones that stay the same<br />They don't know me<br />Cause I'm not here<br /><br />I'm the one now<br />Cause I'm still here<br />I'm the one<br />Cause I'm still here<br />I'm still here<br />I'm still here<br />I'm still here<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-8251786971763013006?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-63705943829546206782007-05-30T01:20:00.000+08:002007-05-30T01:23:54.309+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">i miss having you around<br />but i guess thats normal<br />never seems to be any different<br />i should just stop trying<br />makes no diff if i try<br />i am nv gonna move..<br />----------<br /><div style="text-align: center;">simply a loser...<br /></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-6370594382954620678?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-22475370146860269362007-05-15T21:11:00.000+08:002007-05-15T21:17:51.476+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Feeling like crap...<br />cuz of all the shit thats been happening..<br />feeling really blessed...<br />Cuz all of those who support...<br />thank you...<br />----------<br />feeling really really weirded out...<br />a little bit goes a long way..<br />just a sign... is all it takes...<br />think about it...<br />=-=-=-=-=-=<br />you pissed off the wrong person...<br />now you face the wrath of GOD!!!!!<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-2247537014686026936?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-80090130163368670952007-05-10T22:33:00.000+08:002007-05-10T22:36:27.477+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">tomorrow is the day..<br />the day whether i live or die...<br />the day i stay or go..<br />the day<br />Pray for me my brothers and sisters...<br />cuz i need all the blessings i get...<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-8009013016336867095?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-34728595691773247422007-05-01T22:41:00.000+08:002007-05-01T22:47:39.226+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Time flies by very fast...<br />i dunno whats my priority...<br />i should really focus on the task at hand..<br />SCHOLARSHIP!!!<br />thats my aim...<br />Overseas Uni...<br />something i can hold on to...<br />i want to do it... and know what?<br />i will<br />thats my aim...<br />my dream...<br />love will have to wait a while...<br />not like its there or anything...<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-3472859569177324742?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-14506096884059474442007-04-26T23:30:00.000+08:002007-04-26T23:46:18.163+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">love is so strange...<br />I dunno what you want...<br />what you say...<br />what you do...<br />who is it for?<br />Cause you move forward<br />then you back off...<br />like you're unsure....<br />i need 1 sign...<br />just 1...<br />----------<br />i am too god damn nice a guy...<br />and it kills me....<br />kills my chances...<br />kills my options...<br />limits my actions...<br />i am gonna kill myself like this...<br />or maybe someone will save me before i do....<br />----------<br />confusion<br />racks my being...<br />nothing new...<br />1 chance is all i need<br />1<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-1450609688405947444?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-37553221294548495902007-04-12T22:41:00.000+08:002007-04-13T00:03:04.205+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">What can i say... i've stepped down... and i know i have made an impact...<br />this post is dedicating to the 3rd...<br />sorry if i miss out anyone...<br />lets start...<br /><br />Wei Yew<br />the music we shared... the songs we sang... the troubles we've gone thru.. we got thru it all... with a smile on our lips and a song in our hearts... We have done it all and more... i won't forget you... and i know you wont forget me....<br /><br />Salleh<br />YOU MAT!!! yeah you... you are one of the best friends i have ever made... you know what to say... just not how to say it.... but you know we know what you mean.. everything you say has an impact on us... we have done everything together... you rox...<br /><br />Gwen<br />you are mad... oh yes you are... classmates.. council mates... sister... we have gone thru the stages... and now... we go back where we started.. we had fun.. and we will continue to have fun... peace out... thanks for the listening ear...<br /><br />NANI!!!<br />you are someone who i will nv ever forget... you have been there for me... & you know i will always be there for you... the times we shared.. the words we exchanged... the tears shed... blood sweat and tears... what we have.. will last foreva... you are the best friend i have ever had... THE BEST... nothing lower than that for you... JUST FOR YOU...<br /><br />Iskandar<br />you are the best prezzie that we ever had... yes sir... you know when to have fun... you also know when its time to be serious... we have had ups and downs and i am glad that i had you leading us... and i am sure you are happy to have us behind you...<br /><br />Saddad<br />you are one mad man... but you have the stature to lead us... don't you poster boy... nothing can match the power you have... both physically and as a councillor.. nv forget the Tower Of Doom... Thats how much faith we have in you and you in us...<br /><br />Tessa<br />what can i say? you are efficient and sometimes downright demanding... but it was good for us... the rigor kept us in shape... whether it rain or shine you were there... you're on task and influential... a pleasure to work with<br /><br />Siraj<br />hey.. you are an elitist... you have joined the ranks of the select few who can do anything... thats right anything... dun you let your stature go... you may have been joked about but you know we respect you... you r who you r... a powerful man with an even more powerful voice...<br /><br />Cheryl Seah<br />Ah my partner in crime... well not crime but you know... Qm;s job is tough but what the heck we did it together.. no? we are good... you are efficient and on task... and i am glad you worked with me... cuz i am not as organised in paperwork as you are... well it was a great pleasure.. and we shared the best of times.. and the worst... but we came out as better and stronger people...<br /><br />ok Exco done...<br /><br />random people time!!!!<br /><br />Tze Kiat.. and Leong..<br />basket we are a bunch of bastards... but thats cause no one can challenge our strength... literally... they can try la... but they will die... we will shoot them until they blur... we command power and respect... and our stunts will go down in history as legendary... WE ARE THE ELITE BALLZ!!! whaha... they cant even come near us... you pick a fight with one of us... you fight all of us!!! SL's for life ballz...<br /><br />Bryan<br />Ah my most efficient worker... dunno where i would be without you... nothing could have gone smooth without you by my side... you too are an elite... Remember nothing can bring us down..<br /><br />Deebz, nilam and siti...<br />MICE GALORE... yeah... you three are insanely fun to be around... and we Love a clean Den/senate... i had fun... i hope you guys did too...<br /><br />Mich<br />ah... Meng... whaha... you know i love jking with you... its been fun working with you... peace<br /><br />JOJO<br />ah the girl i got invested with... we sms each other till the end of the day... and the next day we start again...haha nv ending cycle... i love having you around... brightens up the darkest day... thanks for the memories...<br /><br />So many more... haiz... i wish i had the time to name you all...<br /><br />You know why the number 3 is important?<br />cuz it represents 3rd council...<br />we rox!!!<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-3755322129454849590?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-51258959622818856362007-04-08T23:47:00.000+08:002007-04-08T23:54:02.821+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Tears have flown...<br />it has stopped...<br />its over...<br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="on" style="display: block;" id="formatbar_JustifyCenter" title="Align Center" onmouseover="ButtonHoverOn(this);" onmouseout="ButtonHoverOff(this);" onmouseup="" onmousedown="CheckFormatting(event);FormatbarButton('richeditorframe', this, 11);ButtonMouseDown(this);"><br /></span></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-5125895962281885636?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-9218538840323745142007-04-07T20:37:00.000+08:002007-04-07T20:45:45.446+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">well... you know...<br />i guess... i'm happy...<br />why? cuz life is so predictable...<br />i mean you can always count on it going wrong...<br />and you can prepare for it...<br />thats the case for me anyway...<br />so it does get me down as much...<br />though i really wish for change...<br />i know its stupid for me to talk about this...<br />ah well... i am stupid anyway...<br />nv learn .... nv eva learn...<br />who am i kidding right?<br />more and more peepz...<br />they are getting together..<br />where am i???<br />left in the dust...<br />i think i'll stay there...<br />better for me anyway...<br />i wonder when i will find the one..<br />well i should push that to the back of my mind...<br />cuz it ain't helping me one damn bit..<br />there is no secret to my life...<br />just tragedies...<br />and well... i guess i recover pretty quick... no?<br />-------------<br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">throw me a fairy tale ending...<br />cuz thats all this is... a fairy tale...<br /><br /></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-921853884032374514?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-31896743427228064892007-04-06T22:01:00.000+08:002007-04-06T22:08:10.005+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Well then... That happiness was short lived...<br />dun matter...<br />it happens all the time anyway...<br />nothing new to me...<br />------------------<br />Cinderella Story...<br />all the shit but it took a turn for the better...<br />but as the title sayz...<br />Its a STORY...<br />a fairy tale ending...<br />Fairy tale it is...<br />nothing more<br />nothing else...<br />the question..<br />why does shit happen when i try something..<br />why is it always this way...<br />who knows?<br />-------------------<br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">If you truly know me....</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">Prove it to me...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">Cuz i dunno myself...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">who am i?</span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-3189674342722806489?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-79153178316565296642007-03-30T19:03:00.000+08:002007-03-30T19:10:13.507+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">i am happy...<br />i really am...<br />things have been going my way...<br />and in more ways than 1...<br />------------<br />light attracts light...<br />darkness begets darkness...<br />undeniable...<br />the evidence is around us...<br />SC is MY light...<br />They are MY FAMILY...<br />i will nv let them go...<br />-----------------<br />i do believe that there is a limit to how emo someone can be... but i was proven wrong... very wrong... well... he just made a stupid mistake... that cost him everything... as things come and go... you can only grow stronger...you dun cry about the same thing over and over... jsut TOO gay.. well... too bad for him then...<br />------------------<br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">Fie Fie...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">you can tell cant you?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">you know what i am talking about...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">I AM HAPPY!!!!</span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-7915317831656529664?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-34412523896350562052007-03-26T21:58:00.000+08:002007-03-26T22:14:28.453+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Making some of the best friends of my life...<br />can't imagine life without SC<br />i really cant...<br />cheryl hoon<br />claudia<br />gen<br />cheryl tan.<br />ddin<br />shuk<br />arfie<br />bryan<br />nani<br />salleh<br />Kiat<br />Leong<br />so many more to name...<br />Life would be boring without you guys<br />not forgetting CHAN CHAN and CHENG CHENG<br />i love sc<br />---------------<br />i have moved on...<br />made new freinds..<br />cheryl hoon is mad...<br />having a tonne of fun..<br />love ya company cheryl..<br />---------------<br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">i have moved on..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">it came pretty suddenly..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">its their lost... </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">no doubting that...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">--------------</span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-3441252389635056205?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-45083049152855218922007-03-21T20:58:00.000+08:002007-03-21T21:08:49.887+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">i dun know why..<br />feeling so alone...<br />damn loser...<br />why man...<br />--------------<br />making new frenz...<br />renewing old bonds...<br />well... there is not much renewing done..<br />hate it...<br />-------------<br />the new SCs' can make it<br />i have renewed faith..<br />THE NEW QM IS MAD!!!<br />haha... i like<br />i think things will work out...<br />------------------<br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">Fie fie only you can see this...<br />dun tell anyone...<br />no one can know...<br />NO ONE...<br />EMOTIONALLY ATTACHED...<br />maybe i am...<br />maybe not....<br />----------------<br /><br /></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-4508304915285521892?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-33401621543471263252007-03-16T21:10:00.000+08:002007-03-16T21:16:41.874+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">honestly... titles are overrated..<br />i am just so drained..<br /><br />no mood to do anything...<br /><br />i need to talk to you..<br />---------<br />survival of the fittest...<br />law of the jungle...<br />natural selection...<br /><br />they all state the same thing...<br /><br />the strong survive..<br />the weak die...<br /><br />The smart live on...<br />the stupid kill themselves..<br /><br />no way around it?<br />i will find a way..<br /><br />cuz i have the will to survive..<br />to live on..<br /><br />no matter what the challenge is..<br />no matter who you put in front of me...<br /><br />take me on??<br />dun make me laugh...<br />i'll own you HIDE!!<br />------------<br />you've looked for something that has always been beside you...<br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">...me..&..you...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">will it ever be...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">...nani...</span><br />you bring a smile to my face...<br /><br /><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-3340162154347126325?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-3457455313418327042007-03-15T20:00:00.000+08:002007-03-15T20:45:49.939+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Life happens again...<br />tried to meet nani... twice once on sunday<br />the other on wednesday..<br />but as usual... life happens<br />though its not so bad..<br />talked a lot...<br />she knows i dun wanna go home..<br />whaha...<br />-------------<br />i need you..<br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">nani..<br /></span>haha.. only i know..<br />give me a chance...<br />no pun intended...<br />maybe i could be the one...<br />------------<br />you've looked everywhere...<br />but i was always beside you...<br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">i hope you realise that...</span><br />here i am...<br />this is me...<br /><br /><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-345745531341832704?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-25332933166270036022007-03-11T00:54:00.000+08:002007-03-11T12:33:03.935+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">In Anything you do. life happens to you..<br />so well... i just gotta say fuck it and move on..<br />the seminar in school was good.<br />i am focused on my goals in life.<br />i will think about them every day<br />positive thoughts will get me there..<br />hard work on my part will give me success..<br />-----------<br />4 dayz in a row cabbin home..<br />wednesday.<br />doing orientation AVA duties.<br />lots of work. tired..<br />waited for the gang from 7.<br />going for dinner was the plan.<br />waited till 9..<br />i left for home cuz it was late.<br />yeah.. cab fare was $12.40<br />-----------<br />thursday<br />orientation ended at 9 plus going 10<br />left school at 10 plus.<br />blazers had to be given out taken in.<br />the works.<br />saw lynette and dyan at bus stop.<br />gave them and bryan a lift.<br />cab fare $18 on the dot.<br />-----------<br />friday..<br />pre u 2 fun day.<br />AVA duty again.<br />getting very tiring..<br />so did duty..<br />finished at 9 plus.. left by ten..<br />saw mich at bus stop.<br />she was taking cab too..<br />decided to send her home.<br />geylang bahru..<br />hero right? i know.<br />talked in the cab fun..<br />cab fare $22.40<br />----------<br />saturday.<br />shi qi place for jaiz farewell party.<br />had fun.. made some progress..<br />what progress is for me to know..<br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">Shhh ok? S. M.</span><br />nearly had a fight again..<br />1 and ronald.<br />damn funny..<br />shit happens we know..<br />cabbed home with jaiz ash and laura<br />cab fare 22.85<br />----------<br />cab fare this week $75.65<br />poor man now... haha<br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">hmmm... am i making a stupid move?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">i think the some of the girls know..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">hmm... let it be a secret for now..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">but i definitely making it.<br />I WILL DO IT!!!<br /></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-2533293316627003602?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-33737002431222435072007-02-27T23:16:00.000+08:002007-02-27T23:33:53.496+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Head Spinning...<br />Heart Acheing...<br />Losing Grip........<br />What Do I Do??<br />I Need something.....<br />I dunno what.............<br />I Need something.....<br />Something Real.........<br />Something to hold on to....<br />Someone There for me.....<br />I NEED YOU......................<br />DO YOU KNOW ????????<br />WHO YOU ARE?????????<br />-----------------<br />its ok..<br />even i dunno who you are...<br />even if you exist...<br />i wish you did though...<br />cuz i need you right now...<br />more than i ever did b4...<br />i am confused...<br />i need you to help me ...<br />I am hurt...<br />will you heal me?<br />where are you?<br />when can i see you?<br />will i EVER see you?<br />tired and broken...<br />will you piece me back together?<br />Will you revive me?<br />-------------<br />this lonely soul is leaving...<br />doomed to eternally wandering alone.<br />searching for something that will never be...<br />looking for something that can never be there...<br />--------------<br />Dried Tear Stains......<br /><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-3373700243122243507?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-29684112558916480932007-02-26T00:12:00.000+08:002007-02-26T00:19:28.314+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">CANT TAKE IT!!!<br />FUCK MY LIFE DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!<br />ARG!!!!!<br />WHY IS MY LIFE LIKE TRASH...<br />I CAN NEVER GET A BREAK CAN I?<br />IN ANY ASPECT OF MY LIFE...<br />FREAKIN' HELL...<br />ARG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />---------<br />FOR 19 YEARS.<br />I NEVER KNEW..<br />HOW WELL THEY HID THE TRUTH<br />HOW WELL I LIVED A LIE...<br />SOME ONE HELP ME...<br />I NEED SOMEONE TO HELP ME...<br />ANYBODY<br />PLEASE...<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-2968411255891648093?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-19305752016021292242007-02-25T21:05:00.000+08:002007-02-25T21:11:08.033+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Titles Are Overated...<br />And i cant think of any..<br />-------------<br />Days and Nights passing<br />and they dun pass by quietly.<br />i have been thinking about her..<br />DUN WORRY NOT HER HER<br />Some one else...<br />AND I DUN LIKE HER<br />just that she is a GREAT Friend<br />This so to clear up the dust...<br />---------------<br />School tomolo...<br />LONG day...<br />heck...<br />I AM GONNA SLEEP IN CLASS<br />btw... BENNY LIM SUCKS!!!!!!!!<br />hmm that felt better.....<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-1930575201602129224?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-3088270644841114082007-02-22T21:12:00.000+08:002007-02-22T21:23:14.950+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">I dun understand it...<br />a simple comment hurts so much...<br />it is just one line...<br />and i am not even sure if it is directed at me...<br />even if it wasn't it still hurts...<br />i guess... feelings haven't died...<br />I dun know if they ever will...<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-308827064484111408?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-47471714714678009462007-02-19T15:02:00.000+08:002007-02-19T15:11:55.664+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp3.blogger.com/_mYrv-LOCPhM/RdlL5DpomOI/AAAAAAAAAAk/HSc4xrq3Cis/s1600-h/19-02-07_1136.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 354px; height: 283px;" src="http://bp3.blogger.com/_mYrv-LOCPhM/RdlL5DpomOI/AAAAAAAAAAk/HSc4xrq3Cis/s320/19-02-07_1136.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5033137502167800034" border="0" /></a> busy Emoing and playing Emo songs at home...<br />that's what happens when you got nothing happening on CNY... yeah.. i am losing my mind.<br />at home with ma lonesome playing ma fender...<br />what else could i need...<br />maybe a girl to be here with me...<br />haha...<br /><br />to those who dun know...<br />i am musically inclined...<br />take that posers...<br />whaha...<br />well time to stop blogging and start practicing...<br />who knows... i MIGHT make it big someday...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-4747171471467800946?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-38000154392345990082007-02-18T19:06:00.000+08:002007-02-18T19:17:46.192+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp2.blogger.com/_mYrv-LOCPhM/Rdg0DTHfiWI/AAAAAAAAAAU/Vu7ME8Ql0Vk/s1600-h/17-02-07_1500.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 226px; height: 283px;" src="http://bp2.blogger.com/_mYrv-LOCPhM/Rdg0DTHfiWI/AAAAAAAAAAU/Vu7ME8Ql0Vk/s320/17-02-07_1500.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5032829814862481762" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp2.blogger.com/_mYrv-LOCPhM/RdgzaTHfiVI/AAAAAAAAAAM/QTkycu2JDsA/s1600-h/my+phone.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 211px;" src="http://bp2.blogger.com/_mYrv-LOCPhM/RdgzaTHfiVI/AAAAAAAAAAM/QTkycu2JDsA/s320/my+phone.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5032829110487845202" border="0" /></a>New Phone... Moto RAZR V3XX<br />yeah... this means i can post photos ... and lots of them....<br /><br /><br /><br /> one of the first few pics i took<br /> emo ain't it?<br /> well... i will start uploading<br /> photos as i take them.....<br /><div style="text-align: center;">---------------------<br />peenuts day was fun...<br />though i wish i had not been that sick<br />getting sicker by the second...<br />but i had loads of fun...<br />thanks guys...<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-3800015439234599008?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-23942392104005584762007-02-15T17:28:00.000+08:002007-02-15T17:41:58.851+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Results Are in...<br />Maths A 74%<br />Econs A 74%<br />physics A 75%<br />Gp c5 50%<br />Dream Results<br />-------------<br />I really need to say thanks to nani...<br />her little little stupid smses...<br />she made my day when i made hers..<br />haha...<br />i got V dae gift...<br />but on that day... i only gave stuff to 1 person<br />no not that person you think it is...<br />i gave giftS to nani...<br />i felt she needed someone to make her day..<br />so I did...<br />Keep them ok... i never gave anything to anyone else...<br />-------------<br />SHE IS ATTACHED!!!!!!!!<br />nothing new in the story of my life...<br />i hate it...<br />i never get it right...<br />i will remain single for now..<br />i do not want to hurt myself again...<br />thanks arfie, nani and gwen...<br />you guys made me keep my distance...<br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">i suck at t</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 51, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">his...<br /></span> </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 0);">LOSER<br />thats all i am<br />LONER<br />thats all i'll ever be<br />SMILE<br />is what i'll do for now...<br /></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-2394239210400558476?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-73087408953062485862007-02-13T22:14:00.000+08:002007-02-12T22:35:01.675+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">I hate it...<br />the day is almost here...<br />the Most hated day of my life..<br />the day that i feel so lame...<br />-----------------<br />i hate my life...<br />i am scared...<br />i feel so lame...<br />sorry guys...<br />if i have been an ass...<br />i hate myself being this way..<br />i hate it...<br />-----------------<br />i am expecting the worse...<br />that way it will hurt less...<br />i definitely think she is attached...<br />just scared to find out for sure...<br />i feel so lame...<br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);">LOSER</span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-7308740895306248586?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-22253545207584056362007-02-12T22:16:00.000+08:002007-02-12T22:17:50.965+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-style: italic;">I am falling...<br />i know i am...<br />And i can't stop falling...<br />I want to be with you...<br />but... i still dun know whether she is single...<br />i want to know..<br />but i cant seem to ask her..<br />i dun want it to end...<br />---------<br />they day is coming...<br />i am still alone...<br />i would ask her...<br />but... i have no confidence..<br />i want to ask her..<br />i really do...<br />she is nice...<br />we talk a lot..<br />is there a chance?<br />i still hate the day...<br />---------<br />Peenuts out again...<br />another gift... another week...<br />rukie is his name...<br />a brown cocker spaniel...<br />seeing her smile makes us all happy..<br />i love Peenuts...<br />---------<br />exams just over...<br />today is a happy day...<br />exchanged gifts with Llama...<br />she loved the stuff i got her...<br />i love the dog tags...<br />i got her dogs...<br />she got me dog tags..<br />the whole day was spent messaging her..<br />she is so cute....<br />i got back 2 papers today...<br />I PASSED GP..<br />c5 25/50<br />I GOT AN "A" FOR ECONS<br />mcq 19/25<br />essay 18/25<br />37/50<br />woohoo "A"<br />i love it...<br />today i am so happy...<br />gave mich yeo 4rt her pig too..<br />she loves it... whaha...<br />i am happy... i really am...<br />i went to JP later... with PeeNuts...<br />i am a happy man...<br /><u>d^^|b<u><br /><br /></u></u></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-2225354520758405636?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-6064384971475673462007-02-11T14:15:00.000+08:002007-02-11T14:22:28.767+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">school is shit... really... shit...<br />ok not exactly school but the management...<br />they are letting go of TOP students...<br />bunch of idiots... What is wrong with them...<br />O levels?<br />after 2 plus years here already?<br />got damn it...<br />makes you wonder doesn't it...<br />how a simple piece of PAPER is held to such esteem<br />ITS JUST A PIECE OF PAPER FOR GODS SAKE!!!!<br />Ig, Kai mun and Mariam...<br />all the best in what ever you guys do..<br />this school had is never going anywhere...<br />not until there is a changing of the guard..<br />bunch of twerps...<br />-------------------------------------<br />feeling lonely...<br />getting closer to the date...<br />quote that made the day...<br />"st pats is a neighborhood school"<br />haha..<br />I miss you...<br />you presence...<br />you stupid jokes...<br />i guess i am falling for you...<br />hmmm..... got to let go again....<br />i am such a loser...<br />then again...<br />whats new...<br /><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-606438497147567346?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-12064469416483021462007-02-10T00:15:00.000+08:002007-02-10T00:14:23.555+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">hey... new skin... as usual... the day of love and kisses is coming...<br />and it would not be complete without a new lonely blog...<br />i am being stupid.<br />i know...<br />but its the truth isn't it?<br />i am lonely... every one is once in a while...<br />just some "whiles" last longer than the rest...<br />whaha... i hate the day.... i really do...<br />nothing personal... its just that day...<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-1206446941648302146?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-22006355412191687232007-02-08T00:18:00.000+08:002007-02-08T00:32:48.803+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Hmm... studied at west coast...<br />slacked at the playground...<br />had Q&A with the peenuts..<br />arfie... listen to the moon and the sun.. whaha<br />i like Q&amp;A...<br />but...<br />the topics need to change...<br />dun like talking about love life...<br />stinks...<br />whaha...<br />student politics is good though...<br />whaha...<br />--------------------------<br /><br />uhm.. i am a little confused...<br />i guess i still have a little feeling for her...<br />but can anyone give up that feeling totally...<br />i am unlucky aren't i?<br />they are always attached...<br />or they get attached to good friends...<br />so... what should i do...<br />arfie...thanks for the valentine offer...<br />but its just not the same...<br />you still got badot...<br />feels weird...<br />not that i cant...<br />just that i dun want too...<br />cuz... i really dun want to see or hear about couples...<br />makes me feel too much like a loser...<br />but then again... whats new??<br />-----------------------<br /><br />P &amp; C SUCKS!!!!!!!!<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-2200635541219168723?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-53583390006141389822007-02-04T21:55:00.000+08:002007-02-04T22:06:18.744+08:00Weekend... well... spent it mostly with church peepz... interesting...<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">SAT</span><br />CG at lizzie's place...<br />had fun...<br />CONRAD HOTEL CAKE!!!<br />lizzie mine and joels birth celebrated...<br />cake was delish... arg...<br />get more phillip..<br />went to lagoon at east coast...<br />ate insanely good food... whahaha<br />me and leong told agnes about our school politics<br />unity peepz... thats the way to go..<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">SUN</span><br />... wen down to carls junior..<br />met agnes jun kit leong philip and co.<br />plan was to study B4 service...<br />i got some work done... leong was late<br />JK... ns study what shit?<br />agnes... had to run for a meeting..<br />phillip sat there rotting and speaking in tamil... damn funny...<br />service pastored by rev. dennis burke from texas... kool...<br />he brought up stuff we talked about on sat... insane man..<br />now me and leong got renewed faith...<br />benny.. you shall know what is PSALM 133:1<br />behold, how good and how pleasant it is for brethren to dwell together in unity!<br />heard that... combine the organizations...<br />let us prosper together...<br />-----------------------------------------------------------<br />now... i am a little stupid...<br />i should not go looking for it...<br />i should just stop...<br />everytime i do i get burned...<br />get dissapointed...<br />i am the loser...<br />i prefer it this way...<br />no need to go through elaborate processes to get to this point..<br />its easier on the heart mind and soul...<br />(-_-'||)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-5358339000614138982?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-27795476697755768872007-01-30T22:19:00.000+08:002007-01-30T22:33:57.645+08:00tonight... the day i was born... 19 years ago...<br />i wonder whats in store for me... i dunno..<br />all i know is that the tonight... I'll be alone..<br />like I've been for the past 19 years...<br />cool... hahhah... looking forward to tomorrow...<br />have no idea whats in store...<br />i wonder... will my birthday wish come true?<br />if it does...<br />well..<br />it won't...<br />i should not kid myself...<br />no matter... <br />i have to thank the peenuts... you guys...<br />thanks for pulling me out... opening my eyes..<br />thanks for waking me up...<br />thanks for making me a red(ouch) indian... hahhah<br />i love you guys to bits...<br />smarties!!!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-2779547669775576887?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-64231807530395247732007-01-28T14:40:00.000+08:002007-01-28T14:48:05.396+08:00hey...<br />Life is wierd...<br />very wierd...<br />my friends are finding love of their lives...<br />i just wish i can find one...<br />hahhah... stupid me...<br />i am being stupid ain't i?<br />well... just too bad...<br />i shall just carry on living lonely...<br />mhmm... lonely Valentine...<br />here i come...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-6423180753039524773?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-76667870059887597662007-01-22T22:09:00.000+08:002007-01-22T22:42:03.200+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;">L</span><span style="font-size:180%;"></span><span style="font-size:180%;">oneliness- Westlife</span><br /><span style=";font-family:Verdana;font-size:180%;" ><span style="font-size:85%;"> Loneliness is always looking for a friend<br />It found me once and it has been around since then<br />Loneliness is never waiting by the door<br />It sweeps right through and it will never be ignored<br />Why, why was I chosen?<br />Why am I left without?<br /><br />[Chorus]<br />The love of my life, the love that I need<br />The love that they say is in life for free<br />The love of dreams, the love that I want<br />Loneliness knows me by name<br /><br />Loneliness knows everything I keep inside<br />My endless thought in the silence of the night<br />Loneliness is the one who made me see<br />Ain't nobody else who can make a change but me<br />Why, why was I chosen?<br />Why am I left without?<br /><br /><i>[Chorus]</i><br /><br />Life is more and that would be the vacant space<br />The cried out tears and a never ending maze<br />I have found what only loneliness provides<br />A strength within knowing I will find</span></span><br /><br /><span style=";font-family:Verdana;font-size:180%;" ><span style="font-size:85%;"><i>[Chorus] x 2<br /><br />___________________________________<br /><br /><br />Its time to move on...<br />It really is...<br />She loves him...<br />Why torture myself...<br />Just need time...<br />Something i have obsessed about...<br /><br />She Loves Him...<br />Not Me...<br />I have to remember...<br />I need to forget...<br /><br />....................<br /><br />I love pain<br /></i></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-7666787005988759766?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-5236031622793532132007-01-18T19:49:00.000+08:002007-01-18T19:51:08.314+08:00blogger is slow today...<br />but, my day was made today...<br />though it was broken at first...<br />FIE FIE YOU DIE... never call xia...<br />still at macs la... waiting...<br />nvm.. stupid girl..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-523603162279353213?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-4869149036865788422007-01-15T23:05:00.000+08:002007-01-15T23:07:14.836+08:00<span style="font-size:130%;">very short post... to feel pain is good... it means you are alive and you will make it through...<br />pain... is what separates reality and fantasy...<br />pain is what keeps me real..<br />pain is what keeps me cool<br />pain is what keeps me calm<br />pain is what keeps me collected...<br />pain is what personifies me...<br />its who i am...<br />its who i will always be...<br />pain is a constant reminder...<br />to keep my distance...<br />i love pain...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-486914903686578842?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-84016712968073843282007-01-08T23:37:00.000+08:002007-01-08T23:46:11.653+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">OH Man... i am so damn drained... yeah seriously...<br />i hanged with arfie din bryan and salleh this time around...<br />quote arfie"<span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Whenever we Hang out... Its more than 2 hours"<br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">Yeah balls... the other day it was close to 24 hours...<br />woohoo... i love talking to them... i mean i havent talked so much in so long...<br />and we just don't stop talking... we don't..<br />Well... i got to get some sleep...<br />update more another day...<br />BTW... still pissed at benny....<br /></span></span></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);"></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-8401671296807384328?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-1168185125405320932007-01-07T23:46:00.000+08:002007-01-07T23:52:05.416+08:00wow... what a day... spent it with me closest buddies... b4 that... HAPPY B-DAE GWEN AND BERT... kool man... spending time with dudes i hardly had time for the past year... but things are changing... woohoo... well this post is sorta to let of some more steam so here goes...<br /><br />Tomorrow... i finish at 5.45... after THAT... i gotta go see benny... why?? to reaffirm who bought or did not buy the og pakages... ALONE!!!!... pissed... but as he is my teacher.. i have to obey... hmm... if he were'nt... he would be dead... i will drain hiss blood into a container... after i emtomb him in an iron maiden... the blood will be used as a symbol of the inclean... for that is who he is...<br /><br /> actually thats all i have for today... muwhahahaha... i will definitely post about the nitemare that i would probably go thru tomorrow... yep... touche` people... touche`<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-116818512540532093?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-1168099776192461192007-01-06T23:55:00.000+08:002007-01-07T00:09:36.206+08:00Irresponsible... i have not heard that word for a long time... a very long time... i hate that word... epecially when uttered from the mouth of a contemptuous jerk who knows not the difference between behind the scenes and obvious... a person who attempts to butter up potential people of power... just to have a glimmer of hope that he might accend to a better place... well... fuck you... you are going to rot at the deepest foulest regions of this country and you will squirm in a void that is devout of contentment for you... for you have angered the gods in your attempts to desacrate my image... you have angered GODLEFTHAND™ and the walker of the darkside of life... SHADOWALKER™... you are a fool to think you can bolster a positive image when you image was already predetermined when you set foot on this planet... it is my resolute vow that you shall perish before my eyes... you will be set ablaze in the fires of hell... and you will freeze in the deepest regions of the artic... you shall know no peace and respect as long as i live.... <br /><br />woohoo... that was a good rant... that mofo of a person.. well.. i respect miss chan more than i will ever respect your sorry piece of a person... she is not even in the same league as you... you can just go eat your own shit... you will never have my respect... not after those words that were uttered out of your mouth... i never took miss chan for granted... not ever... you will learnt the hard way... why i can be the biggest asshole you have ever met... touche`... benny... touche`..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-116809977619246119?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-1167748848888716162007-01-02T22:36:00.000+08:002007-01-02T22:40:48.916+08:00... its the new year... a new beginning... and the closing of an another chapter... and i guess... i am leaving the dream behind... i feel that... i wun make it... The girl is trying so hard to go back... i got no heart to try... to stop her... no heart at all... no confidence.... maybe i am a loser... i big one... woohoo... i guess that this is good bye...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-116774884888871616?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-1167487050431164792006-12-30T21:51:00.000+08:002006-12-30T21:57:30.476+08:00a little over a month to go... soon to be 19... haha... the past few weeks have been an emotional roller coaster for me... yeah.. been thru it all... but i gotta agree with BSCube that i have given too much to back off... i have put my all in everything i do... and i guess... no i know that this is no diff... i will take the advice of the asses... i mean... i know they are right... i gotta go for it... i will... i am who i am... i love being me... no one else can even come close to understanding me... if you think you know me like how my bro's do... you gotta another thing coming... i am going for it... BETTER TO HAVE LOVED AND LOST THEN NEVER TO HAVE LOVED AT ALL.... God bless... shalom...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-116748705043116479?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-1167228987622716142006-12-27T22:11:00.000+08:002006-12-27T22:16:27.633+08:00<span style="color: rgb(153, 102, 51);">stupid.. so damn stupid... why am i so GOD DAMN STUPID... arg... maybe... just maybe... i can stop it... nip it in the bud?? bud?? what bud??? haha... its in full bloom... hoping for a rose but all i am getting is the thorns... haha...<br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-116722898762271614?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-1166365958381340702006-12-17T22:29:00.000+08:002006-12-17T22:32:38.383+08:00very short post... to feel pain is good... it means you are alive and wou will make it through...<br />pain... is what separates reality and fantasy...<br />pain is what keeps me real..<br />pain is what keeps me cool<br />pain is what keeps me calm<br />pain is what keeps me collected...<br />pain is what personifies me...<br />its who i am...<br />its who i will always be...<br />pain is a constant reminder...<br />to keep my distance...<br />i love pain...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-116636595838134070?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-1166249914931316402006-12-16T13:53:00.000+08:002006-12-16T14:18:34.946+08:00hmm... this post is a reminecense of the stupid life i had back in sec school... something happened recently which many only could have seen in my sec school life... i thought i had put it behind me... but...<br /> it has something to do with obsession... really... there was this girl that i was obsessing over in sec 1... it lasted 3 damn years... yeah it did... but you see... nearing the end of sec 1 she got attached... to my best freind no less... it hurt... but i din stop... during that time... i lost my best friend... to a damn obsession... FUCK... karma has a way of turning things around... haha... thats why i always try to keep my feelings under wraps... substitute my feelings with over confidence... haha.. but i got over it... ironically it was through i speech i gave to the school... in sec 4... we had a competition... it was called PESA... Plain English Speaking Awards... 2 phases of competition... a preplanned speech first and the an impromtu one... so the preplanned speech could have been any topic i wanted.. anything... i could not decide... so my teacher picked for me... she picked obsession... yeah... that speech made me realize what a fool i had been... Obsession... as defined by the merriam-webster dictionary is a persistant disturbing preoccupation with an often unreasonble idea or feeling... but thats not it... not only this... the impromtu speech for everyone... was... TRUST...<br /> i thought.. wow... this feels wierd.. granted i did not win the competition... i gained something i never thought i could... an understanding... i guess i thought i understood myself... staying away helped me cope with who i am... but suddenly things changed...<br /> lotsa girls thought i was not good enough to be their friend... i was left out of a lot of things... in MI... i was accepted... and i was happy... i AM happy... but i made sure it did not go out of hand... as i said i stayed away... but then... nothing could have prepared me for the freinds i made in SC... the people... who accpeted me the most.. the people i regarded as family... but.. i got burned.. once.. now twice.. one person i thought i was close with ... was not... i was exploited.... haiz... i realized thing never change... but i still kept the obsession at bay... then... i met this girl... wow... she treated better than anyone has in years... i... i was happy... yeah... then when she had problem... i went overboard... i did... overeacted.. got obsessed... BUT.. she... she told me... that i was being overly concerned... that it freaked her out... i realise i had gone back to who i was... so stupid... i am so stupid... haiz...at the same time... an issue on trust came about... flashback ain't it...<br /> i really don' want to lose her friendship over this matted... no i don't... and definitely not her trust... i had a hard lesson before and it destroyed a relationship with my close friend... i definitely dun want that now... not anymore... so... i have to say this... now...<br /><span style="font-size:180%;">I AM SORRY... I REALLY AM... Please... Believe Me...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-116624991493131640?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-1166196963204565192006-12-15T23:30:00.000+08:002006-12-15T23:36:03.216+08:00<span wicpm="32" k2xpr="1" style="font-family:Arial;font-size:100%;color:#800000;">Trust, earned or lost <br />Do you have it from the beginning<br />Do you earn it<br />Does it take long<br />I think trust in earned and lost<br />It must never be questioned<br />For questioning trust is questioning your friend<br />If you have to question your friend did you ever really trust them to begin with<br />If trust is lost, will you ever get it back<br />Will you ever be close to that person again<br />Will you ever hear their secrets<br />How will it ever be the same<br />They might not ever fully trust you<br />I know how this feels<br />I have lost people’s trust many a time before<br />Why on earth don’t they trust me<br />I wish they did but I understand<br /><br /></span><b wicpm="0" k2xpr="1">Jake Gassiot: Trust</b><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-116619696320456519?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-1166182030828739922006-12-15T19:22:00.000+08:002006-12-15T19:27:10.840+08:00Another day passes by,<br />without word that you're alright...<br />been kinda worried for you...<br />i just wished you would just reply me too...<br />2 days it has been...<br />much has yet to be seen...<br />i do hope you this thought...<br />and strengthen this friendship we have wrought..<br />haiz...<br /><br />Thats just something that came to my mind... hmm... tried calling her... never answered... kinda sad... dunno what to do... i just hope you're ok... if you do see this.. i hope you understand... i need to know that you're alright... so call me as soon as you can...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-116618203082873992?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-1166082159404242232006-12-14T15:31:00.000+08:002006-12-14T15:42:39.416+08:00<span style="color:#ff6600;">Hey... well... the title sayz it all... why... hmm... the old fear resurfaces... many people wonder why a guy so confident can get all clammed up... well i dunno myself... i am losing it... these few days... haiz... my thots... all about her... seriously... i guess... oh i dunno... sucks man... big reason why i stayed away from relations... far away... shit happens... this paranoia is not baseless... for those who dunno... whenever i have tried being close to someone... the person will suddenly distance themselves... very far away... so i... dunno what to do... people say that my exuberent confidence gives them confidence... but now... hmm... happy go lucky... ??? haiz...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">Confused...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">Please... let this go thru...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">i hope...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">we dun distance ourselves...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">gone...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-116608215940424223?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-1165582386800455442006-12-08T20:34:00.000+08:002006-12-08T20:57:43.593+08:00<span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Ok... man.. i have been so tired these past few day... the shops newly opened... i gotta orientation stuff. to do... man.. barely getting enough sleep... let alone time too have fun.. well today was another day of painting... at least i am doing it with people i like... god can you imagine doing it with people you hate... arg... any way... so me nadia z. cheryl and siti did some major painting in 3 1/2 hours... plus the boxes for the sc den had also arrived.. we are still waiting on the bartley stuff... the blazers are here too... woohoo... hope everything falls into place.... the girls gonna go shopping for cupboards soon... woohoo... oh yeah... i spilled a Sh*t Load of paint today... haha... it fell on my foot(OW!!!) and spilled.. me and cher took a LONG while to clean it... even with thinner... well.. at least did all our jobs... oh yeah... backtraking... today... i reached bb mrt at 1115... so i saw 157 and was sorta joggin for it... but voila... would'nt you know it cher got of the bus... coincidence... hmm... well we had lunch at pastamania... she had manarina and me beef bologneese... both linguini... hmm... well after painting... i accompanied cher to tpy... she had to go popular.. on the way in the bus we were laughing at shu jians antics... hilarious... haha... haha... well she went pop and got a book for her bro... well... after that we parted... i went home to the shop... haha... did some work and went up... tired... so damn tired... i am gonna hit the sack early i guess... wait no... i got bad boyz 2 tonight... man... alritght... i am signing off... see ya peepz...<br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-116558238680045544?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-1165166265746955872006-12-04T01:04:00.000+08:002006-12-04T01:17:46.123+08:00hey guys... its been so long since i last posted... so lets get back on track... yesterday it was larence and nilams birthday... anyway i was out with larence, ks, huiting, cheryl, and jo... well... would you believe it...we went to k box at cine... really we did... and cher and jo have never been to k box before... haha... had a shit load of fun... especially when singing with jo and cher... haha... damn funny... well what to to... its not too often you get to hang with those guys... we did take neoprints... damn funny... the backing was green so i looked as if i din have arms in the video screen but it turned out ok in the end... haha... after that was a little shopping... not by the guys but the girls (as UsUaL) haha... cher bought ANOTHER bag for SJ... haha... how many bags does a guy need... we took a walkt over to dhoby after that cuase there was a disruption.... there we parted with cher and jo who had plans with their families... the rest if us went to vivo... we saw andy there... we were at the arcade... we watched larence dance para para... not bad... after that we played a game of air hockey... me and lar against ks and ht... we won by a mile.. haha... then we headed to compass point... yeah... to meet meiling who was having break from work.... then we ate ice cream waffle... then we headed home... and i helped me parents at the shop again... todays the 3rd day of opening... pretty kool... any how i will be a little more consistant soon... peace ot guys...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-116516626574695587?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-1159802595037897022006-10-02T23:13:00.000+08:002006-10-02T23:23:15.050+08:00uhm... what do i say... ok kinda wierd... i like totally forgot that i had econs today... well... anyway... i remembered that i had it in the end... so yeah... it was hard... but i had some help... well i guess you could call it help... haiz.. it almost over... another melodramatic day goes by... another day that i wish i could have done more useful things... things that i might feel good about... lets hope tomorrow does not turn out the same... everyday passes you by without a care in the world... only a single moment would do... for you to say... " i forgive you"<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-115980259503789702?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-1159721507431329252006-10-02T00:49:00.000+08:002006-10-02T00:51:47.446+08:00hey guyz.... its been a while... well... lotsa things have happened... and well... not many things are favourable... well... i lost a friend... a close one at that... all because of teachers day... funny huh... how things can twist in the last second... i had conveniently been someones scapegoat... well... i guess... i only have myself to blame... i should have put in more effort... not that i was'nt don't get me wrong... well... what i am trying to say is that... maybe... i should not have promised something... if i am not sure i can deliver it... although... the case has only partial invlovement... i mean... i have done everything in my power... everything... but... eventhough... i try to please everyone... it does.nt work out... how do i say i'm sorry? when... i dun even know what i have done.... i guess sometimes i am trying too hard... and well... i guess the strain... has finally taken over... what else can i say... i'm sorry... bridget...<br /><br />uhm... next... well exams.... and yeah... they are'nt too bad... though i wish it was'nt so stressful... its been more stressful than O levels... god... well the heaviest papers are out of the way.... just 3 days to go and i am done... 3 days... hope i can do well... i really can't afford to do any worse... well... many of my friends have resigned to an army fate next year... well... i hope that does'nt happen... well... that would mean... i might get a change of classes again... i hope that dun happen either... haiz...<br /><br />on to further news.... Mr Dumbass has struck again... trying to be mr goodie two shoes and gets shot in the foot instead... haha... Mr dumbass... (i assume you guys already know who he is... for those who don't, well... good for you) he has tried to get a few people.. no infact alot of people in trouble... well... his plan backfired when i overheard the conversation... all i did was spread the word... well... no one got caught as many managed to rejoin P.E. in time... after that... we went for a run outside of school... Mr dumbass... took a bus... and HE GOT BUSTED... hahah Booya...well... after P.E. he came to confront me... and left with his tail between his legs... then he began tagging trashing me... Mammoth hide.. plz... try something people have not already tried... being dumb is fine... but dun go run your mouth off... it just gets people really annoyed and pissed ...<br /><br />Well... i dun got much left to say... so i'll leave it at that...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-115972150743132925?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-1156347480748646772006-08-23T23:15:00.000+08:002006-08-23T23:38:00.783+08:00THIS IS TRASH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so god damned pissed... With the SC's... With PW... With My Infocomm PEEPZ......... god.... Whats the Point of being the IC or chairman but no one listens to the intructions you give... People... i try not to shout or raise my voice... and i am reaching the limit... These people... they are threading on thin ice.... and i dun get pissed that easily... but this is the first time... FIRST TIME... i am getting so pissed in MI... Cant i get a break... cant you guys give me some sorta break... Not meeting deadlines... not putting in effort... not being punctual... god... I know you guys got homework exams... dun you think i have them too.... i mean... you think i am GOD??? i can only do so manythings... and... well... is it fair... i have done so many things for you guys... stuff which i expected you guys to do... dead lines...<br />haiz... I think... i really think... i have given you guys too much face... you guys are walking all over me... do not... i say DO NOT TAKE KINDNESS AS WEAKNES!!!!! i swear... one more time... i dunno what i am going to do... dun make me resort to drastic measures... just listen to me... Do what i tell you... respect me... so that it gives me a reason to respect you... For all those you have been doing what i tell you... thank you and sorry for this rant...<br /><br />Haiz... Rant Over... work to do... pw... gotta do a NEW EOM... mhmm.. gotta change our GPP...<br />i dunno what to do... i... really dunno... What to do... haiz... i need counselling... hmm...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-115634748074864677?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-1154863628934473732006-08-06T19:07:00.000+08:002006-08-06T19:27:08.946+08:00hey guys... been very long since i last posted... but... well... back to school... exams over... teachers day nearer... so many things to do... am i going to hack it.... well i better.... i mean... i dun... who will... well results... haiz... not good.... econs... E... i got a f-ing E for econs... i dropped 23 marks... haiz... gp... was worse than expected... worse still... the marker whoever the person is.... never corrected our mistakes... now... how am i supposed to know where i went wrong... i need to buck up.... mother tongue... haha... what what am i to do.... hmm... well ... physics still a B... need to get a higher grade... and maths... will be maths... no questions there... i really need to get gp out of the way... i cant freaking afford to fail... haha... oh... i gotta do duty roster... AVA... apparently the teachers in the office has started to take notice... arg... why cant they mind their own business.... hmm..... well see ya later....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-115486362893447373?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7422276.post-1152044714129930372006-07-05T04:12:00.000+08:002006-07-05T04:25:14.150+08:00hey peepz.... its been very long since i last posted.... been bz... exams yeah... i have time now... cuz well... i am watching soccer... yeah...<br /><br />life is getting difficult... seriously... too many things on my mind.... just too manythings.... maybe i am thinking too much... maybe not... feel like shit... no idea why.... hmm.... how i wish.... i could just rewind my life... but well... i gotta live with this...<br /><br />exams... god... so many things to study... ever get the feeling that we have just too much... too much to study?? i am getting a little sick of school... just a little... actually very sick... i got so many responsibilties... and the holidays din seem to ease the pressure... or maybe its just me... or maybe i am being too hard on myself... hmm....<br /><br />school... what do i go to school for... i dunno... i do well.. but gp still an uncertainty... mt... huh... when will b syllabus come.... econs... not easy... many things to learn... so many things... well... shit happens... thats why i came to mi anyway... hmm... if only... eng.... O... if only... haiz... well... f it...<br /><br />i dunno... i need some rest... feel a little queasy... or maybe i am imagining it... i dunno... i really dunno...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7422276-115204471412993037?l=skq_thought-prison.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Skq™http://www.blogger.com/profile/13815270979887446107noreply@blogger.com0